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Name: Katy
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Metro: Tulsa
Birthday: 6/5/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: God. the little things. wondering. food. being cozy. swimming. dressing up. being free. making people smile. cold weather, warm weather. cloudy days. rain.
Expertise: Sleeping, especially during the day time.Kung fu. im going to be a breakdancer someday, and dont think i am joking.
Occupation: Government spy
Industry: Entertainment
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Member Since:
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| I copied this word for word from Joe(but added the squiggles). This is because I pretty much feel the exact same way about it and I also have to study for a macro test. :)
Good idea time brought to you by apaintingbychagall.
The first five people to respond to this post will get something handmade by me. (you can still comment even if you don't want to participate. if you want to play, say something like "pick me!")
This offer does have some restrictions and limitations so please read carefully:
~I make no guarantees that you will like what I make.
~What I create will be just for you.
~It'll be done this year (2009). (I'm a known procrastinator, so this gives me ample time)
~You have no clue what it's going to be. (Neither do I at this point!)
~It will be something made in the real world and not something over the internet. It may be a mixed CD. It may be a poem. I may draw or paint something. It could be ANYTHING!
~I reserve the right to do something extremely strange.
~And I also reserve the right to do something severely simple.
Here's the fine print:
In return, all you need to do is post this text into a blog of your own and make 5 things for 5 others. No cheating, if you want something from me you have to post this on your site and follow through. You do not have to be particularly artsy-fartsy to do this. Really. Just use some creative brain cells. | | |
| My winter break is coming to a close. And I think it has gone really well.
I got my first ticket last week in Sapulpa. Normally, I would have gotten a warning for this given that I couldn't have seen the sign and that it was my first time being stopped. But since it is sapulpa, I can't get out of it. I can't fight it because I'll be in school on my court date and there is no other way I can go on another day. Also, the reason that I couldn't have seen the sign is illegal in Sapulpa, apparently- and the judges don't care that I am not from the area. Or that it was my first time to ever even be pulled over.
It doesn't help that I wasn't able to earn any money over the break either. Thank you, Scott Wallace.
So now I get to be an even more broke college kid, now that my savings will drop half of it's amount after I pay for this ticket.
I just can't wait to have meal points again. :)
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| In the past year I have lost a lot of people. Friends, Family. I didn't lose the by death, but just my close-ness to them. There were many times that I felt I couldn't talk to them, or even look them in the eye. For some I wanted to, and some I didn't even want to try to. This was the thing I was most afraid of.
It is crazy to look back at how my views have changed. I never wanted to disappoint. I would do anything for anyone. I used to think that it was just because I cared about people, but I can see now that even though I did care for them, I was just trying to please them. A little over a year ago I learned how to say no to some of them for the first time. I didn't do this in the best manner, and ended up causing one of the most miserable times of my life. I never wanted to lose any of my friends, and it killed me to think that it had happened. Later on, someone else who was dear to me was having a lot of trouble, and it seemed like my attempts didn't matter to them. So I stopped trying. This was a first for me as well. I never knew what it was like to do that. I am the person who you see who never quits even when their efforts don't work. But at this point I was already worn out, and just decided to actually let things take their course. Recently, there was a time when I felt like I never wanted to face my home again. This problem was the fastest to work itself out, because that is how my family is. I have dreaded holiday time the past few years because I never felt I fit in. Now, I can't wait to go home for christmas. I really think that it will be different now. That maybe I will actually enjoy it. Which will be great- I have always loved christmastime, not for the presents, but for the spirit that it brings to the world if you choose to let it effect you. Most people hate winter, and I feel like christmastime and the holiday season makes it more worthwhile to those people.
The friends that I lost are slowly coming back into my life. I never understood why I had to lose them like that. Our friendships would always be better than that. I just couldn't understand. And it killed me. Now I am beginning to see a part of the big picture. They are starting to come back into my life. The little things that bugged me about those relationships are no longer important. We had all been changing for a while, but the obligation of calling each other best friends was making a strain on everything, I think. We were already drifting, and we knew it. There were certain changes about each other that we didn't like, and we tried to accept them. For the most part we were fine, but after time the build up of the way we were dealing with our friendship would have torn us apart.
Now that it has been so long, it creates the understanding that everything is okay. Okay. Okay in a good sense. Like we can get together and look back on our good memories, without having to concentrate on what went wrong and what we need to do to fix it.
All we need to concentrate on is being. Being happy. Living. Not being obligated to spend time with each other, but wanting to.
I love them, and I always will. We may not be Best Friends forever and ever, but maybe we will. And for the others- we may not be close forever, though maybe we will. But this time there is no pressure. We were torn apart so that we could grow. And for that I will be grateful for everything that has happened this past year, as terrible as it was to go through. I think that what happened protected us from what could have happened in the future. It saved us. It saved me family. It saved me.
And now I feel super corny and am going to go study for my math final.
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| This week my life is being taken over by Chinese and Math, and a little bit of English. I currently have 11-12 hours of time left to do in the Language lab, I have to do three math assignments as well as a practice exam by wednesday, I have a math test thursday night, and a final draft of a paper due Friday. I have to work on the paper before then though so that I can have someone peer edit it.
Last night I worked on a Chinese take home test until 4 in the morning, and I woke up just a few hours after. I also did 6 study hours at the house, because I just wanted to get them off my plate so i can focus on this other stuff.
I'm not too worried about all of this, but how i would love to just sleep and watch grey's and breakfast at tiffany's all week.
In other news, I finally have a refrigerator. Since Jessica moved out about a month ago, I have been without. I am super excited. I bought lactose-free milk yesterday(Since I have most likely become lactose-intolerant), and some pizza rolls just a bit ago at Xcetera, simply for the sake of being able to store something in my fridge. Tomorrow morning I will eat cereal for the first time since Jessica left, and I could not be more excited.
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